I tend to create really bad situations for myself.
Situations that I can't really get out of, not immediately anyway.
It takes place over a period of time. And in hind sight, it's all really, really stupid.
During these times I can't sleep.
It kind of makes me want to curl up on my bed with my body pillow and not move.
I really want to blame someone else. But, it's my own problem.
Why do I do stupid things, to create times like this?
I'm kind of scared that this time I can say I've learned my lesson. That means it's pretty bad.

It's all self-inflicted. Therein lies the problem.