I am really frustrating myself.

I'm really trying to be a peacemaker. But, people really bug me sometimes. Especially when it's the same people a lot of the time. And then I get really annoyed. And then everyone starts to bug me. And then I can't bring peace. Instead, I just clamp my mouth shut really, really tight and try not to say anything, and keep myself busy. Because, I'm scared if I open my mouth I'll say something rude. I'm that bad, people.

I have got to change.